It's my birthday and I can cry if I want to

My pre birthday weekend was fun filled. We had Suzanne and Denise over for dinner and drinks on Friday, then Saturday we had the fam and friends over for some yummy dinner & cake. Thanks guys for helping me kick off my 28th!

It’s my birthday and I can cry if I want to…and yes I did just that. I had a great day don’t get me wrong. After cake and presents Guinness slipped on a step and started screaming which pretty much did me in. I keep thinking “are we doing the right thing” or “am I being selfish not wanting to let go”. I don’t think it’s time yet but I don’t even want that time to come. Words can’t even describe how much I love that dog. She’s still Guinness, slowed down a bit, eating a ton (especially by Caleb sharing every meal with her) and still so happy to see us. I know the time will come and I will have to put my selfishness aside and say goodbye but I know for damn sure there will be more tears shed.